May 24th

today was a horrible day. I start of the day by reading my goals to accomplish in the future time. One goal was to finish a MMV summertime before the birthday of the person I plan to give to. The day went just fine, running 4 laps 400 meters in 9:23 minutes, the same time as my personal best. Then social study get worse, I forgot to do my homework, but I thought that will be fine. The begging of the bad day begins in lunch. the Girl that I planned to post the video for a present said through my best friends that she hates me, or that what my friends said to me. I thought that will be fine, I can get the friendship back through the video. And the worst thing happened, I page maple simulator that I get images from to make the video been closed because of the F*@%ing Korea Maple Story. The F*@%ing copyrights had took a favorite software of hundreds people in the world, especially the ones that famous of making MMV on YouTube. I really want to curse at them but I can't, Maple story is a big game, many people put their money in to play. Finding a person who insult them won't be that hard and expensive Especially when I'm not hiding like Bin La Den. And 7:40PM a fat @$$ guy is talking about my personal stuff.

Best dream

This dream was so great that I almost knew that was a dream but because it's too good that I pretend that this wasn't a dream. Here I'll share my story to you.

It was the day of Summer Dance in AIS. Everybody are dancing and having fun in the canteen. But not me, I just couldn't ask her out, (by the word 'her' means the girl that I like and I'm not planning to tell you.) or even try to talk to her. When the dance started, it changed into many different types at different time. After the part where we show our best moves, the music changed into classic love song. The song lasted for 10 seconds until I thought of asking 'her' to dance. As I approach 'her' the pressure start to increase but as she was just 5 meters away, she saw me and she turned over to the guy next to her and they start dancing. As I saw that, something happened to me, I couldn't move my legs forward, only able to move back. As result I stepped back and get outside the canteen.

I just start to run like a ghost is chasing me and I saw a ladder made of metal all the way up to the roof of the school. As I climbed up to the top of the building,the view up there was so great; the sky was black, the stars shine like thousands of lighting up the sky. The moon was 'C' looking shape. No single peace of cloud seems to be up on the sky. As I sat the until the music in the canteen changes to something else. I heard some kind of a sound like shoes and metal tough each other. And guess what, it was 'her'. She wears a silver white dress long till her feet, her hair is black long strait hair with a purple hair clip on her head. I can't see anything by I could feel her warm smile, as she walk towards me she asked: "what are you doing way up here? Come down and have some fun." I was paralyzed for like one minute with some unknown reason. Finally I could spoke out my words, I can't remember exactly what those were but I do remember that was about my past and feelings toward things around me. After I've done speaking she commented: "that Ok, now you have me as your friend and you can share whatever you want with me, because I'll share all my thoughts with you." And she move over me and put her hand on my hand and said "because I love you."